Complicated Life of 2023

 Salam. Huh, dah lama gak tak post something kat sini. I mean to be fair, aku more to suka melukis rather than menulis or menaip if you will. Apapun, hari ni aku just nak ranting lelebih sebab my life this year is really going to the drain y'know?

First of all aku still geram ngan diri aku sebab still tak dapat job until bayar bil aku. Nak mengharapkan suit simpanan lelama lesap gak at one point. Syukur aku bukan heavy spender but god aku dah start anxiety sikit thinking about this...

Secondly, semangat melukis aku plummeted tahap dewa sejak bulan 2 lagi like... Dia bila nak melukis tu, motivation semua drop down sebab aku just cepat penat mentally most of the time. So not good for my art commission work. May God bless my client aaa huhu.

Thirdly, aku still tak sure apa perjalanan hidup aku ni likeee I wish life comes with a manual that I can refer so I can know what to do in the future bukan bila dah future baru nak figure out itu ini. Urgh, I'm such a manual guy aren't I? ;_;

Oklah tak nak panjang lebar lagi dengan akunya yang bengang pasal hal-hal lama huhhhh. Ok dah tu jer kot so far. Takut lagi banyak cerita lagi banyak mengarutnya tu.

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