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Mood : Bland and weird.
Status : SAMTTAJIAN (2016). Machangster (2017-2020). Pundana (2020-2022). Freelance Artist.


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2025: A Resolution

 Since 2024 will be ending soon, I suppose it'll be nice to share me dear resolution as a closure; which is to savour stories like you eat food. Some might be total gourmet,  ̶m̶e̶d̶i̶c̶a̶l̶ ̶d̶r̶u̶g̶, while some others will be neat late-night snacks.


Ever since I got into Project Moon stuff (well Limbus in particular), I felt like my general appreciation for stories significantly changed. Like some sort of bizarre enlightenment to say the least. It doesn't matter if it's from animations, games, digital/printed books, fanfics, webtoons, blog posts, and pdf scans even if they're old kinds of literature. Like I've been contemplating whether to read L'Étranger or not cuz I love Limbus Meursault very much aaa.


Most important part would be consuming it on my own pace and not forcing myself too much into a story if I'm not in the mood to do so for my mental health's sake. May this year would be kinder to us all. xx

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Complicated Life of 2023

 Salam. Huh, dah lama gak tak post something kat sini. I mean to be fair, aku more to suka melukis rather than menulis or menaip if you will. Apapun, hari ni aku just nak ranting lelebih sebab my life this year is really going to the drain y'know?

First of all aku still geram ngan diri aku sebab still tak dapat job until bayar bil aku. Nak mengharapkan suit simpanan lelama lesap gak at one point. Syukur aku bukan heavy spender but god aku dah start anxiety sikit thinking about this...

Secondly, semangat melukis aku plummeted tahap dewa sejak bulan 2 lagi like... Dia bila nak melukis tu, motivation semua drop down sebab aku just cepat penat mentally most of the time. So not good for my art commission work. May God bless my client aaa huhu.

Thirdly, aku still tak sure apa perjalanan hidup aku ni likeee I wish life comes with a manual that I can refer so I can know what to do in the future bukan bila dah future baru nak figure out itu ini. Urgh, I'm such a manual guy aren't I? ;_;

Oklah tak nak panjang lebar lagi dengan akunya yang bengang pasal hal-hal lama huhhhh. Ok dah tu jer kot so far. Takut lagi banyak cerita lagi banyak mengarutnya tu.

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Blogging Revival - Spacehey

 G'day mates! Been so long since my last time blogging here and GOSH there's so much change in this website like WOAH. Good to see it's improving pretty well. Anyway, I'm to introduce everyone to a website called Spacehey! To keep it short it's basically like a revival site for the classic Myspace in the 2000s which is refreshing since the OG Myspace has become uhhh... something else... but I digress.


Here's a preview of my Spacehey profile. You may or may not hear Marian by The Sisters of Mercy playing in the background as I code an autoplayable audio for the profile. Highly recommend browsing it using a PC or 'desktop version' in the mobile browser for the effect to work better.

I'm glad that a site like this exists as I was having too much fun coding with HTML and CSS there aha haa. XDD Feel free to check it out and would love to make some friends there as well. That's all from me. :)

P/S: I know I usually use malay in this blog but uhhh feeling to type in English in general oops. XP


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Trip
Sejak semalam aku on trip ke Kedah/Pulau Pinang. Kalau rajin aku mungkin cerita dengan detail lol. 

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New Time
Had to face a lot of predicament. Starvation, neglect and mild anxiety. I should post more despite nobody seeing this forever. Who cares? I don't. It's for the best that I do more work for myself and take care of my body to not get sick. I'm scared. I'm having nowhere to go. I need help. Thnks for hearing, thanks for reading, whatever you're into.

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Going to Uni before Final Exam

Hari ni aku kena balik U aku. Sedihnya aku tak dapat tengok pakcik aku kahwin uhuksss. Lagi teruk, aku boleh pulak termuntah dalam kereta. 😭😭😭


Semalam jumpa dentist. Ingatkan sakit gila haha. Pastu ada jiran ada masalah terpaksa tunda rancangan jalan-jalan.

Takut
Aku tahu aku takdelah pandai mana tapi aku berharap aku dapat gembirakan mak ayah aku sekurang-kurangnya. Amin. #finaldahnakhabistapiakutakyakinapaapa

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Final 2018
Final tahun ni. Benci sangat sebab di mula daripada subjek aku paling tak suka grr! grr! Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku gembira sebab sem ni nak habis yes!

Friendzone is okay.
Khairil: How in the world you still can smile genuinely despite being in friendzone?

Fatta: Because I know I'm making the right choice mate. Most people see it as an inherently bad thing. Lucky me, not being fooled by that damaging stigma. Besides, it's still Eid here so why not be happy? *chuckles*

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